BIRTHDAY BLAST...

Today was Baby LITTLE Brother's 1st birthday party. We had an awesome time. There was a ton of good finger foods such as mini-eggrolls (thanks to Aunt Ang), deviled eggs, honey bbq wings, bacon-wrapped scallops, smokies in biscuits, veggie tray, and of course, CAKE!

Lots of people came to the party including Bams and Pops (grandparents from Springfield) along with cousin, Ty; The Ruizs (friends from Garden City); Aunt Ang, cousin Joe and his daughter, Natelly (from Kearney); Aunt Vicky with cousins, Tiff and Tara along with boyfriends, Mark and Aaron; and since it was at Sweetie's house, Sweetie and Sam. I think everyone had an awesome time.

Now who do you think had the best time of all? Well, that would be Little Brother! Here's proof: (I won't bore you with a ton of pictures of the whole party, just the one's of LB eating his cake. And, yes, he ate the ENTIRE cake!)


Eating some finger foods!

He didn't want to wait to blow out the candle. He wanted his cake NOW!

I THINK I NEED DRUGS...

I'm seriously going crazy. I'm so stressed out with my life that I don't know what to do. I shouldn't feel this way now that things are working themselves out but I can't get beyond this lousy feeling that I have.

I have a lot of time to myself, which I think is a lot of the problem. My days are spent conversing with a 1-year-old. I talk to people at work but I haven't been there long enough to make a connection. I talk to my oldest on my breaks. I spend the mornings and the weekends with him. Hubster is driving me nuts lately, too. He's demanding in a time when I just don't need it. I think it's time for me to make an appointment and see someone....seriously.

Ugh! I just don't know what else to say. Someone point me in the right direction.

BTW, Future MILFS, the batteries ran out on the scale this morning so I can't post. I'll have to post this weekend after I go buy a 9 volt!

SLEEPING THE WEEKEND AWAY....

I've spent the majority of the weekend asleep. It's been nice. I feel like I've lost my weekend, but at least I'm rested. I needed to take care of my sleep deficit so I can start all over again this week.

My days start early and end late. The one good thing about my schedule is that since I'm getting up off my fat butt, I've lost 9.5 lbs! I'm so excited. That's almost a big bag of potatoes! Who'd have thought that adding a meal a day would actually make me LOSE weight? LOL I'm loving it.

The guys went to Monster Jam today and left me and Little Brother home alone. Little Brother took pity on ol' mom and napped the entire time they were gone. So did ol' mom.

I'm off now to see what my Future MILF friends have done this week. I'm hoping for tons of loss this week (that sounds bad but it's really good). Keep up the good work, ladies!

Update: Cartman is GONE! I feel such a loss that I can no longer look forward to seeing Cartman stranded on the side of the road. Friday was trash day so I'm thinking someone tossed him. Good luck, Cartman, on your new journey to the city dump!